South was never very good at dealing with defeat, or of emotional struggles she couldn't punch in the face. That she made it through at all without transforming had a lot to do with running into the right people who helped distract her enough to ignore the pull, but it still left its mark on her and had given her plenty to think about.

But she didn't want to think about it, and as much as she doesn't want to visit the Medbay, the idea that it had the good stuff was really enticing.

"You're not just fucking with me to get me there, are you?"