"So how? How do I make it so I don't lay awake at night thinking about it? Thinking about how I could've done better. Thinking about... how I should've been able to save a single goddamned life." He was her best friend, too. Having him around... made those semesters just that much less sucky.

And all she ended up doing for him was get him killed.

If she couldn't figure it out now, when trying to cope with losing one person, what the hell would she be doing with herself? With Spider-Gwen?