"Oh, I lived like that for a long time. Wouldn't recommend it. It really does drive you crazy." Paranoia that every day, this was it. That today would be the day when his body failed him. It's no way to live.

Now? Now he'd rather enjoy what he has, and work for what is valuable.

He winces when the hot jet spurts out. Well, that just isn't going to do. "Eh, would you like some help with that? It looks a bit on the dangerous side."